silent all these years

in 2007, my “career” in the christian worship industry was brought to a grinding hault…
which brought a lot of my beliefs around faith, the church and leadership into question for me.

in 2008 i was divorced.

in 2009 i became an abusive relationship survivor
and in 2010 i became a single mother to newborn twins.

in 2011 i was given another chance at love as a 2nd wife to my 2nd husband.

in 2012 i was given a job that i love that has nothing to do with the church.

i have spent years fighting a mighty battle with what was at one time a crippling depression (as evidenced here, here, and yes, probably here too...) it cripples me no longer.

and 2013 i will try to find what i have to say, if anything… yet again.

“sometimes i hear my voice
i hear my voice
i hear my voice and it’s been here...
silent all these years.”